Day 100 Canucks Game 100
I don’t want to take all the credit, I mean, after all, the guys are playing great hockey. They’re on fire. That counts for something.
But my 100th day of Bikram yoga falling on the Canucks 100th game of the season? Come on. Can’t be a coincidence.
You’re welcome, Ryan Kesler. Call me.
Day 87 & 88 Still Here, Still Me
Yes, yes already, those of you who’ve been virtually nudging me. I’m not dead or on the lam. I forgot, okay? I forgot to blog.
So here I am. Happy?
This might be an appropriate time to check in on the whole 90-Day Challenge thing. My goals, as you might recall, upon embarking on this endeavor, were lofty. Lose a bunch of weight, gain Gumby-like flexibility and a Buddhist-monk sort of serenity. Oh, and I wanted my hot flashes to disappear, too. And my depression/anxiety/chronic identity crises/general mental deterioration to magically lift. Maybe, if I worked really hard, I’d get a complete physical, mental and emotional makeover.
If you’re gonna dream, after all…
But here I am, 90 days later, pretty much the same person I was when I started. Not quite as dramatic as I was hoping. Here are a few more details:
Weight loss: negligible. (However, I’m eating like a horse, so it’s not really a fair assessment) I’m much more toned now, though, so I’m fitting into a smaller size of jeans. Still have the poochie-mommy-tummy but hey, I never expected miracles there. You know. Pie.
Flexibility: definite improvement here. I’ve got more mobility in my shoulders, that persistent knot in my neck is gone, my hamstrings are much looser and my hips don’t hurt anymore. Right now my lower back is sore, but I’ve been at my Iron Gardening again and I suspect that it would be a lot more sore, if it weren’t for the yoga.
Buddhist-monk serenity: um, yeah, about that. If I can still freak out at a sniffer, I’d say serenity is still in the “goal” column, as opposed to the “achieved” column.
Hot flashes: they’ve actually been better lately. Don’t know if it’s the yoga, cutting back on caffeine and alcohol, or the herbal supplements and progesterone cream. But I’m NOT CHANGING ANYTHING, just in case.
General mental disorder: meh, I’m still me, what can I say? The sun is shining now, which makes the whole world a better place. I do think the intense physical activity has had a good effect on my brain, you know, endorphins, serotonin, dopamine, etc. The discipline of sticking with A Hard Thing like this is good, makes me feel like I’ve accomplished something. I am happier now. Is it the yoga? Who can say. But sort of like the hot flashes, I don’t want to stop the yoga, just in case.
And having fallen into this daily chronicling of my yoga challenge has been excellent for my writing-muscles. Again, the discipline of jotting down something more-or-less coherent every day (I know, I KNOW, I missed a day. Can you just let it go??) forces my brain into channels that open up creativity, letting loose little nuggets that might have otherwise have been lost.
Believe it or not, this is fun for me. (Yup. I’m a riot at parties.)
So, I’ll be continuing on with the yoga, and the blogging. Don’t know if it’ll be quite as every-day-ish as it has been, or if it’ll be mostly musing about yoga.
I guess we’ll see. Stay tuned, readers. (And thanks for hanging in there with me – it means more than you know.)
Day 69 & 70 Ahead of My Time
When I was about 16, a friend of mine told me that I’d make a great grandma one day. This person was petite, blonde, vivacious and popular, everything I was not, and her comment did not exactly boost my self-esteem. I’d have been thrilled to have a boyfriend, or at least boobs, and there she was, leapfrogging me over all the fun stuff, straight to cardigans and support-hose.
But it’s okay, I heard she ended up teaching in a one-room schoolhouse in black-fly country somewhere. Karma’s a boomerang.
However, 30-odd years later, I think I’ve grown into the sentiment. I can see how having another baby – one that’s mine but not mine, if you understand what I mean – could be pretty nifty. And my brother and his wife have just thoughtfully provided me with a second baby niece, as of last week. Sophie, sister to Isabel, and I can’t wait until they’re all closer than Taiwan. Grandma might be a ways off for me yet, but I’m rather enjoying being Cool Auntie Roxanne.
Yesterday, we had Easter dinner with all three of our daughters, plus assorted friends, boyfriends, girlfriends, and for good measure, our nephews and my husband’s sister, too. My nephews are handsome, strapping young men, who seem to genuinely enjoy our company and who are a pure joy to cook for. The food, if I say it myself, was spectacular. BBQ ribs, beer-can-chicken, vegetarian lasagna, my husband’s famous Greek salad, bread, cheesecake… sorry, South Beach people. Too bad for you.
It felt so good, so right, to have a houseful of young people, all eating and laughing and happy to be with us. (Liam, we missed you. Steven, especially. I think he cried a little. On the inside.)
Now, I’m no Martha Stewart, and I couldn’t feng shui my way out of a bag. Plus, you know that whole clean-house-weak-immune-system theory? Not a problem here. In fact, keep your shoes on, just to be safe.
But it seems that despite the inevitable dust and cat hair, our house can be welcoming and comfortable. I’ll never be a Dresden-china sort of person and there will probably always be four-legged creatures claiming the best seats but as long as my children feel good about bringing their friends around, it’s good enough for me.
And if, perchance, someone happens to bring a baby around, nudge, nudge, I’ll even wash the floor. I promise.